What Would I Do If You Came Back?

I’m 20 and I feel like a failure but I don’t want to give up.

I could date someone but why would I put myself through that again?

Rain rain go away give me a cutie to kiss all day.

We don’t talk anymore but if you still care about me please don’t.

The lack of support from my friends and family has always been discouraging. Shoutout to myself for not giving up again.

Life goals include the following.
A degree.
Avoid being killed by a cop.
Become a stable person.
Quote RZA in molasses and be completely serious.

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I try my best to avoid looking at myself in the mirror. I’m just really disappointed in who I am and who I’ve become.

My mom told me I should be mingling and social and I try to be but I’m just ugly and no one wants to be around someone who’s ugly.
I just want to give up.